You did it again!

Dear bloggie,

Things haven't been going so well. I can't really have a HIM whom are so not responsible! It's just always excuses and excuses on whatever had happen. Even when comes to handling promises or time management which practically never happen at all. Ya, he had promise to do this and do that... But then he ended up staying up late doing unnecessarily stuff which i can noticed (cuz i have my eyes with me all the time). Then ended up, when i start asking him to hey go sleep early will ya? I thought we have plans? He'll just start saying I need to do my assignments! Ya right? Assignments should be done during the time you spend on those stupid anime and taiwan variety shows! Not late night!!! You don't listen to me! You don't bother managing what you're supposed to do! You just like to put everything til late night then you have excuse to stay up late! Acting as though yeah, you had changed. You just changed to be worst and getting better in giving heaps of excuses. I am so sick and real sick of your attitude!!!!!!!!!!! I hate you!!! I really do. Yeah, you have nothing wrong with what you're doing right now. No one should intervent when should you sleep or what are you doing! You're always right. The only thing wrong was ME in your life. 'Cuz you made me felt so!!! I hate you! Know why i post it up? 'Cuz I know you don't even bother to visit my blog or my facebook or everything I am in. 'Cuz you are so bz in all your anime, facebook and you tube or possibly someoneelse facebook or websites or even msn with some random freak crapping bout things which i hate! So now, I'm just gonna crap all this out now. 'Cuz i had enough of it in me!!! I'm so sick of everything. I should just totally ignore you! But I couldn't 'Cuz i still have those feelings. And I find myself really stupid to feel that way. I don't think it's even worth it. Ya, you have changed your lifestyle!!!! In your dreams. Or probably in mine. I am really really really so fed up of it! I want my feelings to you to go away. Well probably you just did it! You are doing it well to make those special feelings kaboom!!! disappear!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FOREVER~~~ Ya, com'on get frustrated over what I had writen and felt. 'Cuz you will never felt as bas as I do.

I miss my family! I miss my mum and dad. I miss my sis and bro. I miss them so much. I know they wouldn't hurt me like you do!!! I know they wouldn't let me down like you do!!! I know it! I just know it!!! I want to be home. I want to be at their arms crying out loud rather than facing my stupid laptop and sitting near you crying silently, as though there's nothing happening. I hate this feeling! I really do. I hate it. You should just leave my life. i shouldn't have thought things are getting better or changed! *sob*


Signing off. eLynn.

A soon-to-come Weekend Break!!! Yay~

Dear Bloggie,

I could not upload my Gold Coast pics. *sad* 'Cuz my camera is not working! I think i'll have to wait for quite some time. Damm. It's so heart breaking. I have so much fun over there. We went to the Gold Coast beach which I had always dream off and the Warner Bros Movieworld. The sunshine, the sea, the rides, the horror house, the infinity... and how can i miss the breakfast and the affordable room rates. You don't necessarily spend a lot to relax, you know? *smile* ANyone who is coming to Gold Coast for trips, you definitely should ask me along. 'Cuz I hadn't have enough of it!!! need to plan to head down there again for the beach and sunshine. I will and I will upload the pics once my Lil Pinky has recover.

I just finished my 40 minute seminar presentation. Phew! That was a really long one. I had fun teaming up with my group mates, Athalia, Tom and Yvette. They were just great! Well, uni works are stressful sometimes 'cuz everything it's so practical. I need to really do my own researches and stuff. No more spoon feeding! I'm actually working out my time management. Damm! Studying over Oz really need good time management skills 'cuz its all about me and myself! Sort of hate how the education system works in Malaysia. It just not helping at all if we are trying to really go further. I know. I know. I'm being really frustrated now.

Ok, just give you some updates on what will be on soon...

I actually volunteered in the Brisbane Festival '09 'cuz one of my subs require me to do a critical analysis for a real event. It sounds fun but I think I need to do lots of research. Here's a website to share. Click www.brisbanefestival.com.au to see what do they have. It's pretty interesting! Well, this coming friday morning, there'll be a Brisbane Festival Volunteers' BBQ for all the volunteers. So, yay! Free food! hehe *hungry wolf* But actually i'm not really going for the food. I really want to expand my social network over here in Oz. So it's a great opportunity! The Brisbane Festival '09 is having a Fireworks Performance along the Brisbane River on Saturday. I can't wait for the experience. The QUT Cliffhangers (Rock Climbing Club) is throwing a party at night to celebrate around my place.So Brisbane Festival is sort of a party day for people all over Brisbane! It sounds like I'm just partying like an animal, yeah? LOLs. I still do my homeworks~ *finger cross*

My next Rock Climbing Trip is on coming Sunday. I think I will definitely have a busy weekend! After all the stressful assignments week, i need a weekend break! I've been waiting so long for another trip since Mt. Tinbeerwah Expedition. I heard this Mt. Tibrogargan is much higher than the previous ones i had climb before. I can't wait to see the scenary up high on the mountain. Here are some pics which I get from the Internet. It excites me! *excited*

Far view from the bottom.

The peak

That's all for the update so far! Hope it's not too much for digestion.


Signing out. eLynn.

Heading to Gold Coast

Dear Bloggie,

I'm now on my way to Gold Coast! So excited!!! It's gonna be fun~ here are some snapshots...

Me!



Me and min yee..



Me and dear...



Train is here... Gtg.. Update soon...!

-- Signing off. eLynn.

Contemporary Hypocrites

Dear Bloggie,

I wonder in life, do we often need to face people who are hypocrite every now and then? Well honestly speaking, i think my life was destined to meet people like this every time. At least I doubt that the person in my list of "hypocrite" now know what's the meaning of it. One good advice, I just pity people who needs to put on their fake appearance in front of people and act pathetic. Awww ya, I'm being harsh! But life's just as that way.

Why do I named the post as contemporary hypocrites. Well just for the fun of it~ It's catchy! LOLs...

Some of the stuff which I need to make myself clear.

• Each and every person have their right to choose what they want to buy or eat or drink or wear or even the way they walk or even how fast they walk or what they spend on or who they go out with or what they wanna say!
• Get the hell off if you hate my guts! You don't need to pretend! Honestly, I pity you 'cuz I don't even care.
• It's annoying if you do something and complaint about it because someone say something to you which they do not even meant it.
  
• What's wrong with spending on things which we like and bearing the consequences on our own? Isn't life suppose to be about responsibility which we all have to learn? No one has the right to comment on how a person handle life. Unless someone ask for opinion. Ya, only you spend wisely on stuff which is not even necessarily! DUH~ like as if...
  
• Making fun among friends are common. Good friends will never take jokes serious. Cut that crap! It's just fun! No one's gonna take a joke serious, anyone? Probably ya, the one I know. Small gas~ Ok fine! Jokes are not allow! Happy? Only your parent are lucky to have a hypocrite child! I can't believe your closest friend was judged! Who are you? The jury?
  
• It's all about your dignity, isn't it? Everyone is doing it so you're doing it even if you don't like. In the end, the blame is on us who are doing it for real interest or fun! It's bullshit!
• Stop living in a traditional mind. It's 21st century. No one can ever force you to make a decision on anything. The decision has always been yours. So, don't go around thinking how people is trying to influence you. If you're that stern on what you want or think, don't follow others then! WTF!!! are you trying to say?
• It's ridiculous to even talk to people like you. Gosh.. People who voices out doesn't necessarily be the one who offends 'cuz most of the time, those who stab others from the back are the worst offense! Got it!
  

The above statement was meant for a person who really gone somehow too far beyond my limits. So, it is not intended for anyone else but that ass****. And, I assure that you guys wouldn't want to know this person. Who the hell likes hypocrites?

Have you been one of them? Me? Possibly? You? Don't try to runaway from the fact that you did!!! Well who cares, that's life. So, I'll have to learn to live with it, don't I? Hell yeah!!!

So, bloggie... I''m sorry to stuff you with some trash info on the ass**** but... you're my favourite place to spit my thoughts! *muaks*


Signing off. eLynn.

Updates!

Dear Bloggie,


Finally, I've got some time to update you!

So, last 2 week, I'd just passed up my assignments~ Oh gosh.. finally felt a bit relax. Now, each coming Friday I have one due... *sob* I missed out so much fun in climbing and dancing because of assignments. I don't hate assignment but i certainly don't like them as well. >.<

At least yesterday night I had fun in Reiji Party! Sooooo many hot babes! and i bet many guys nose bleed that night. hahaha... Unfortunately, my camera no battery! Reiji Party indeed made me miss clubbing moments in Malaysia so much! I miss all my clubbing kaki! And i miss those wondeful dancing time with my college babes... arrrgh... I miss clubbing in Malaysia~ But overall it was a great clubbing moment! cheers~

[District 9]-a pretty good movie with real different story approach though... And of course, the make up of the characters really is cool. You guys should totally go watch that movie! Not gonna be a spoiler here. So, go watch on your own & then we can talk bout it on facebook or MSN or what-so-ever.

There's so many upcoming movies which I can't wait to watch.

• Dance Flick seems like a great laugh!
• Sorority Row looks like an interesting one; hot babes vs killer.
• Final Destination 4 - it's in 3D!
• And the most wanted on my list is 2012!!!

Well, i think I shall upload some pics next day! I'm now tired of scanning through my 500+ friend request in facebook. Aiks~ And the reason I don't accept all of them, it's not I'm unfriendl, k? It's because there is one "knuckle head" using my identity, stealing my pictures and pretending to be me conning people since like 2 years ago. And some people just came over to say that I know you when I don't. That's awkward. I need to resolve this friends request thingy! My facebook are for my family, close friends, best friends and long lost friend! I am not nasty~ Please don't feel that I'm nasty if I don't approve you. Sorry. Send me email if you're really someone I know! hehe...

Sleeping soon.... Zzzzzz....


Signing off. eLynn.